I just want to have a good day!!

So, my morning was a little on the frutrating side. I had to get myself ready, then turn around and get both the kids ready. One kid was cooperative, while the other wouldn't wake up. Finally both kids, myself, and Clint were already to go, so off we went to church being over an hour late. What little bit of Sacrament we got was really good, then I dropped Cadence off at Primary and Clint took Chazlyn to Nursery. They must have changed the nursery teacher already since the people that we were used to weren't in the nursery so they weren't willing to take her so that we could just go onto class like we are used to. I met Clint in nursery and he shortly sneaks out. I glance up to see where he's gone to, and don't see him, so distract Chazlyn and sneak out the room. Upon leaving I notice that Clint is just right outside the door, so we go off to Sunday School. Sunday School was really good, but next there was Relief Society. That was not to welcoming. Ugh! I so hate being new!! I sat there and next to no one talked to me. Then I start thinking about Granny and what would she do?? So I deal and I handle. We got both kids out of their classes, and I look at Clint, in which he can tell I am not to happy, I tell him, "I just want to leave!" I kind of tell him what's going on on our way home. I laid around for most of the day, kind of bummed out. Slowly I got out of it. My biggest problem is Granny!! I just don't know if I am ever going to get to the point that I am going to be okay with this. My biggest fear is not ending up in the same place as Granny. I believe 100% that she's in the Celetial Kingdom, whereas where I am, is in need of a lot of work. Like they said in Sunday School today, we are judged on a daily basis. And that's why we have the Atonement, so that if today were the last day of our lives, we can leave this earth with a clean slate. My judgement today wouldn't be what I would want it to be, at least not for today. I have had such a hard heart, that that's what I have been working so hard at not having for the better part of the day, and finally feel that I just about have worked through all of my hard feelings! Yay for that! Before my day even started to get better, I came home and was searching every possible spot in this house for a $20 gift card that I got as a gift, and haven't seen in days and couldn't find today. So that was yet another thing to add to my crap list! I am just glad to see this day coming to a close!:)