You know how sometimes when you wake up and you just have this overwheming feeling that it's going to be a good day, and then it turns out to be beyond crappy?? Well, that would be the type of days that I have been having here lately, but today seems different. Maybe it's that I actually was still sleepng when Clint left for work this morning. There is nothing worse than sleeping, and someone starts talking to you. I won't lie, sometimes I don't mind it, because I don't have a lot of one on one time with Clint and no kids, so I do try to enjoy those moments, but then when he leaves me in the quiet and I am wide awake, it kind of puts me in a grumpy mood. But it's mornings like these that I have a more clear mind and can think back on my week and really appreciate the little things in life, like a couple more hours of shut eye! LOL! It's amazing what a better day the girls and I will have here at home too!
So, I talk to Grandma M. yesterday on the phone, and woke up kind of half thinking about our conversation... Christmas. Needless to say, I have come to terms more with not letting things get me down, but to have a better attitude about the things I still have. Now, we didn't talk about the past, or really people that have moved on, but we just talked, and it was nice. Starting today, I will "try" to ackowledge the memories that I have with the ones I have lost and the ones I still have on a daily basis, whether it's in a journal, or simply in my heart and mind.
As Chazlyn was napping yesterday I had found an idea on Little Hands, Big Work's blog and decided to use the idea and make Christmas gifts using this idea. So I had prepped all the stuff that I knew that I needed over this past weekend, and so Cadence and I sat down at the coffee table, turned on a movie and got to work. I think that I am almost excited as she is to finish making them and more importantly to hand them out!
I love mornings like this. The ones where I get at least an hour all to myself as the little ones still slumber in their beds!:)
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