Lots on my mind this morning...

I am really looking forward to dinner tonight! We are having spaghetti, yellow, and zucchini squash!! That is one of my most favorite meals! My whole family eats really good on nights that I make that too! I usually make that on Monday nights, but I think that we just had some yellow and zucchini squash, carrots and a small portion of chicken last Monday. I could live off of squash!! It is SO YUMMY!!!

When I woke up with Clint this morning, I woke up with a lot weighing pretty heavily on my mind... As my thought wondered off onto Granny, as they usually do, I thought... it's January 5th!!! Today marks the passing of my Great-Grandpa Dorsey!! I never knew him since he passed before 4 out of 5 of my siblings, including myself were even born. While Granny was still here, and I was with her in years past, I always let this day get to me. The last time that I went with Granny out to Deer Valley to go to the cemetery, she said something out loud as I waited for her off in the background that I will never forget...

I am trying this whole thing with giving Cadence chores. I have a feeling that she really isn't grasping what that means. She makes cleaning a lot harder on me, because she just won't do it!!! I try to entice her by making cookies, or something, and yet that still doesn't work! It can get real frustrating at times when she acts like she's 4 going on 14!! I really dread the day that I do have teenagers!!!

Speaking of Cadence, she has been awake since before Clint left for work this morning, and has worked her way into our bedroom. She is watching cartoons right now, yet I would rather her be sleeping!! That just means that she better take a nap at some point today, and hopefully the same time as Chazlyn cause I am going to need one too!

I have started getting really bad headaches again! They aren't just headaches, they are like the headaches that I was getting when I was pregnant with Chazlyn. I am not saying that I am pregnant, as that's pretty impossible, I am just saying that that's what it brings me back to. The sleepless nights because the pain was so excruciating. Those are sure days that I don't miss, but now that they are trying to resurface, I am not sure what to do.